I realise I reel people in so that I can be the one to sever ties,
I then go on to miss them and begin the exercise all over again.
I don’t like the feeling of being vulnerable,
I don’t want to show that side of me,
So, if I feel you’re getting too close,
I shut down, push you away and I am then safe for another day,
It was a cycle that worked me, until you…