Fleeting

It’s just a season,
I keep telling myself that,
It will not last forever,
Yet, I keep having fleeting moments of worry,
A flash of your smile will hit my thoughts and
Just like that the tears begin to flow,
You became a part of me,
I let my guard down,
I let you in,
But, it seems as if your feelings were fleeting,
Maybe it was too much, too soon,
Or maybe we’re only meant for a season,
But, tell me how do I let go of what I thought was a good thing?
I’m not ready,
But maybe it’s all fleeting…

August 2021- R1