Loop

Sometimes I feel like I’m chasingAfter something I’ll never get, Seeking to be seen by someone Too focused on something else, Driven by a force Which doesn’t calculate me, I wait on every beck and call, Starved for attention, Feeling malnourished for their time,All the while battling the fact That I’m feeding into my insecurities,…

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I Wish Someone Would Have Told Me About Pt 6: Soul Mates

It’s engrained in us from a young age, the Prince and the princess find each other and stroll off into the sunset. The idea is lovely. Roses and petals maybe even some glitter and fireworks. Or like others claim, a jolt to the chest or electricity. But is that really how it works? Or is…

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Clingy

I hate the way this makes me feel,A deep yearning for you,Seeing you, being around you,It’s one thing to feel it, but expressing it Only seems to make me feel clingy,Like lint stuck in Velcro,Pulling it away but some always remains Clingy, like hot air in a cold room,Your breath lingers even though you aren’t…

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RnR 2021 Gratitude Recap

2022 is finally closing in on us and though it already feels like 2020 2.0; one of the things we don’t want to do is shift the focus from the things we’ve lost and zero in on what we do have. It’s important to take the time to be grateful for the little things in…

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Tears

I’ve cried 4 times today,Not for any particular reasonAnd for all of the reasons,I wish I knew how to turn off the tap of my emotions,They sometimes don’t make any sense to me,The rational part of my mind tells me,My feelings are valid, to let them all out,The other side, tells me to get a…

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Water Down Your Neck

Trickling slowly,With big, thick droplets,Following the curves of your extended neck,My eyes stay locked in on its movement,Joining other droplets as it makes its descent,Steady and assured,Your hand on my waist, your breath in my ear,But my gaze never leaves your neck,As it gathers momentum, Along with my increasing heart rate, Passion I have never…

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Scenarios

I do this thing,Where I envision all of the negative things you could be thinking of me An ignored text or a missed call,A shared day off not spent together,All of it makes me spiral into a flurry of mixed feelings,Maybe you’ve changed how you feel about me,Maybe I said the wrong thingMaybe I’m too…

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Best Years

They say not to spend much time thinking of the past, But what if my past was wasted on those undeserving, What if I gave the best of me to someone who couldn’t love the worst of me? But what if the well of my love has been bled dry for missed trust and broken…

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I Wish Someone Would Have Told Me About Pt 5: Being Toxic

There’s a lot of conversation about toxicity, be it in the office, in our relationships or online, but it really got me thinking, what if the toxicity comes from you? What if the decision you made or the actions you took in your past life, were indicative of negative behaviours? It’s not often you hear…

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Blue Honda

I think of you every time I see a blue Honda,My heart begins to beat just that bit faster in anticipation,But then I pull up next to it, Knowing full well it will not be you,But the let down is still a slow, sad release,A flash of your smile hits me,Every time I see a…

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