thoughts

Bubbling

I teeter between telling you how I feel, And leaving it to chance, Somewhat afraid to tell you how deeply my feelings for you reach, Partially scared to speak them into existence, Because for a long time I never believed I was worthy, But, they persist, bubbling under the surface, Exciting and scary all at […]

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Girl

You are a wonder,Magical,Stronger than you have been lead to believe and much more resilient,Powerful,Water will part at your mere mention,Capable.Do not let the doubts, fears and expectations of others diminish your shine.You are born of Kings & Queens,Goddess.Your history and that of your people lap through your veins.You walk the streets they paved.Courageous,Your words […]

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Happier

This may come across like a dig, But please know, I do not intend for it to be so,I am happier,Without the stress of knowing the next time you will become the worst version of yourself,I am happier,Not having to be on alert for any sudden changes,I am happier,Knowing it wasn’t my job to do […]

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Consistency

Saying what you mean,Doing what you say,Delivering what you intend,Making and fulfilling promises,No room for empty words and hot air.I won’t be chasing after anyone,Or looking to mold someone to my will,Seeking out realness and transparency,Connection and honesty,Someone who will love me unconditionally for who I really am,No shield or walls,Someone who challenges and excites […]

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Brave

They call me brave for taking the chance on you, But, I was only following my heart, They call me fickle for not sticking through the tough times, But I am only protecting my wellbeing, They say I am a good person for giving it a shot, But, what I don’t say is that I […]

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Your Presence

Your presence is like the wind. Always there, even when you can’t see it. It’s a part of my day, from the moment I see your name on my phone, to the moment that I think about you. Your presence is something that I hope to encounter someday soon. To only be held by you. […]

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Easier

Distance, space and time away allows us to do one of two things, Realize how much more you miss someone or how little you needed them, I just didn’t think you would have made it so much easier, Feelings floating, memories surfacing and all the while your name on my tongue feels foreign, How smoothly […]

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